8.17.2026

Internal Cartographer Series:17.May.2026


 

NOTE: For this, I had many problems in figuring out who was the narrator. I settled on 2 narrators: The map speaking about herself and the cartographer thinking to himself. I don’t know any other way to handle these two things. So, there is a psychological duet between them yet unbeknownst to them- perhaps. They are together in the same room but isolated in thoughts.

 

I originally wrote this in May, back in Morocco, but I added to it and edited it here in Portugal. It's still a work in progress, I think.

 

The Environment

 

Alone in his workspace,

My cartographer—

Shadows illuminated

By a candle.

Slowly unrolling delicate parchment

Documenting HIStory…of HERstory.

His index finger traces the vellum                                        

Textured memory

Of her undulating landscape;

He locks down its edges

With padded weights.

 

Pouring the ink, uncapping the quill, he is ready to record:

The estuarine slope of her collarbone,

The hollow of her throat’s valley,

The soft foothills of her breasts,

The river of her pulse.

 

Moving the protractor southwards,

You pause and take in a deep breath before returning your focus:

The canyon of her spine,

The hidden cave of her navel,

The sand dunes of her hips,

The delta of her thighs.                                              

                                   

My cartographer,

Eyes strained.                                                             

Every contour of mine is etched in lambent memory,

Following my topography,

Lingering at a specific path—

A specific memory.

Fingers stained

With my indelible ink.                                               

 

A breeze rushes in,

Candle flickers,

Wax melts.

 

Salt air

Rising up from the sea,

Scented with amber and moss.

Quietude washes over,

Silence prevails through a cacophony of absolute isolation.

Vast distances separate

My cartographer

From my domain.

 

The Metric                                             

 

Admiring last evening’s work,

He studies the scale bar:                                            

Ten centimeters equals one kilometer.

An annoying reminder

Of rigid physical differences

Between his drafting table                 

And where I sleep, dream, exist.

 

Reaching for his contour pen,                                                

He triangulates to a desert of blank parchment,

Pinpointing where my pulse beats.

He sets to work:

Carving fissured valleys of silence,

Plotting the geography of his loneliness—

Moonlight miles away from my coordinates.            

 

The Awakening                             

 

My cartographer stills.                                   

Whispers?

A voice inside his map,                                  

His creation

Softly inquires:                                              

 

“Who surveys my terrain?                             

Who dares to measure my peaks, my valleys, my coastlines, my boundaries?

Etching into memory every contour                          

With absolute patience and focus.                 

Will some other navigator take possession   

Of that which is not his to explore?”             

 

The thrill and the fear                                    

Of the unexplored edges,

Stepping into unchartered territory—

My territory

Beware…

Are your intentions of pure reverence,          

Or conquest?

 

I am your Frankenstein.                  

Your map comes alive.

I challenge your intentions,

My cartographer.

 

 

 

 

The Most Exquisite Flower/Vine: Morning Glory: "Pā'ū-o-Hi'iaka"

 

 

How is it possible that nature births this color? 


In Hawaii, there is a story about Pele and Hi`iaka. Pele is the volcano goddess, and Hi`iaka is her younger sister. Pā'ū-o-Hi'iaka means 'Hi`iaka's skirt' (in Hawaiian), which was composed of these exquisite morning glories. 

As the mo`olelo (story) goes, Pele was at the beach with her friends and had taken her younger sister, Hi`iaka, along. Pele wanted to surf and fish with her friends and stayed away from the shoreline for a very long time. The morning glory vine saw Hi`iaka was in danger of becoming sunburned, so it wrapped Hi`iaka up with its flowers and leaves so she wouldn't get sunburned on the hot beach. When Pele returned, she saw the vine where Hi`iaka had previously been placed. She thanked the plant & so named it Pā'ū-o-Hi'iaka.

During my cycling odyssey as I meandered along with the Rio Mondego, I kept seeing Pā'ū-o-Hi'iaka, and it just really made me smile. I just don't understand how something so exquisite and delicate can be birthed. It's rare to see something so naturally occurring as this blue-violet hue- even in nature. It shocks me to my very core as I gaze at them. It is enough to produce tears.

There is such a strong connection between the Hawaiian Islands and Portugal, and now I'm weaving my own connection into the mix. I'm somewhere in the middle, straddling both, trying to find my way inside. 

 


 

8.14.2026

The Paradox of a Sublime Aberration

 

 

The Paradox of a Sublime Aberration

 ponderings  on inconvenient dualities


From afar, I see them forming on the horizon                       

of the sunset of my mind.

Blurry silhouettes, still undeciphered,

marching, as if soldiers headed into battle,

determined for victory.

 

As if victory could be declared

from two words so dissonant as ‘sublime’ and ‘aberration’—

now reduced to an inconvenience of duality.

Hoisting up a ragged white flag

receding into nourishing silence, I guard the unsaid

 to shelter what is wild.

 

Syllables condense into sounds,

forcing words to encroach

upon the horizon of the sunset of my mind.

That landscape, once pristine,

until words shattered silence,

forcing lines of communication—

an exchange necessitating blurriness.

 

I hold my breath, refusing to give life

to these harsh sounds

That fail to articulate stories of silence—

The prism where wildness prevails

on the horizon of the sunset of my mind.

Yet like any occupying force,

reinforcements rush to the front lines,

armed with a vocabulary of deceit.

Victory is usually hollow;

I want some leviathan to swallow those words

that besiege me on this fading horizon,

 the horizon of the sunset of my mind.

 

I want to sequester myself into the deep recesses of silence,

where words cannot leave imprints of doubt,

where words cannot sow seeds of deception

in a garden plundered by soldiers of fortune—

looters seeking battlefield trinkets

to carry back home

behind their own guarded walls.

 

I am no battlefield.

I am no prisoner of war.

So I return each day to the shoreline

at the horizon of the sunset of my mind.

Searching for silence without borders

to wash over me.

 

At times I’m distracted by beautiful seashells left scattered by Poseidon—

a language written without sound,

syllables shaped by the tides

rather than the friction of human breath,

rather than the clumsiness of human hands. 

 

I want to learn this alphabet of stillness that sparks joy,

reclaiming that space where words, those alluring occupiers,

attractive yet destructive in the same breath,

have penetrated the front lines,

infiltrating the intricately woven fortress

I so carefully nourished to life.

 

Silence returns, yet words persist:

challenging echoes

that sublime aberrations exist.

How I view myself in silence

versus how I am defined by language

is indeed an inconvenient paradox,

an inevitable collision.

 

fire + earth = friction.

Words dissolve into salt that earth reclaims.

Fire dissolves into smoke that silence reclaims.


8.13.2026

updated: Affairs of the cosmos; an intimate theft

  

Affairs of the cosmos; an intimate theft              

Dedicated to the upcoming solar eclipse on 12 August, 2026

the reality of the event on 12 August, 2026 

 

 

A dialogue between anticipation and reality; I wrote the piece in July.  

Now I’m following up with a commentary to break down the original into a sort of ethnography of the actual event.

 

Furnace of gold is he

The moon, she

Shadowy silhouettes

They gaze at each other

They are still so far

Away

Trajectories never permitted to touch

Except for this single stolen hour

 

We arrived at 17:00 to the Moinho de Vento do Moleiro before the (small) crowd arrived. One couple was setting up their high-powered telescope. Another had their mini-van parked and set up with full awnings, cookers, etc. I am always coming through V.N. d Poiares, but seeing so much of the community together in one place just hit differently.

 

As I looked at the surroundings, I noticed a few things:

·      It’s a Sagres Nation here in VNdP

·      Everybody was smiling and enjoying themselves with lots of stories and laughter

 

The moon started to eclipse the sun: 18:36

Maximum coverage:                           19:33

Ended:                                                 20:26

 

 Her luminous body slowly pressing against his blinding heat

A celestial embrace

A collision of desire

Late-afternoon of delight-

Full vibrant resinous amber hues

Alchemy of sharing secrets in the darkness

eARTh shivers

two celestial deities lose themselves in one another

 

As the event commenced, people began putting on their protective glasses (a few brought welding helmets).   We were all voyeurs to this seriously monumental event. I was watching some young kids riding their bicycles and running and wondered if they would remember this event when they were older. The last eclipse I viewed was back on Maui in 1996 and my boyfriend and I were on the backside in Kaupo camping out in the 100% totality zone. I feel pretty fortunate to be in region where I could experience this.

 

suspended above the sea,    

their union peaks

mortals look closely

she is a halo of pure white fire

a lifetime of waiting releases

sun and moon alchemize into unified twilight

 

Well, we were in the mountains, so the first line of Stanza 3 should read ‘suspended above the mountains,’

 

Line #3… it wasn’t a total eclipse, so there was no halo to view at its peak 97% totality point @ 17:33

 

Starting at around 17:15 we started to notice the atmospheric light changing, though. The breeze picked up more, and when looking towards (not at!) the sun, you could see it should be much lower & closer to ‘setting’ because the light was changing and the sun would normally be at the horizon line.

At this point, it was more interesting to look at the setting and not at the event itself with the glasses on.  The atmospheric hues, I can’t fully capture with words.

 

When looking at the event, though, the moon (she) just sailed right in the middle of the sun and eARTh and we witnessed this. Men and women of science have been studying these cosmic events for centuries and documenting these occurrences. This timeless human impulse to experience, to theorize, and to document, for me, fulfills some primal emotional human need.

 

cosmic law, though, dictates

their union cannot last

all mankind should heave a collective grateful sigh of relief

she makes the first move

her dark form sliding away

from his golden warmth

 

The moon continues on her trajectory, removing herself from the sun’s orbit. She’s moving on. It’s written in the stars. I looked around at everybody. Most were engaged in lively conversations and everybody was eating and drinking (Sagres Nation, remember it).

 

a broken embrace

a horizon bruises

crushed violets and crimson rose petals scatter

across the skyline

the sun, alone, sinks into the Atlantic

sulking

aching

the touch of his fleeting lover

he carries within his rays

The eclipse here, I can’t really describe it except to say that it just felt like home; experiencing it here, making memories here, becoming ingrained in the landscape here, and feeling like I’m part of something that will keep me grounded here. I haven’t felt ‘grounded’ in like forever, and I have always been fine with that feeling— floating through place-to-place. It’s like diving off the deep end of a pool. I’m just putting my trust in it all that I’m moving forward in positivity.

 

the moon?

Again, she slips between eARTh and her lover

Only to move on

To separate again

 

I feel like I’ve been effortlessly slipping through time and space for a few decades, and the next chapter… I know, but I don’t know. I just might be becoming whole; maybe I can stop separating myself. Maybe I don’t even know what I’m talking about. Maybe I should simply remain quiet and just watch my world unfold and let the cards fall where they may.  

 

She

A phantom receding into the void

He

Will burn through a thousand lonely dawns

Seeking out her silhouette on the tide

Until they again find their rhythm

 

The next solar eclipse (that I might be privy to observing) will occur in August 2027. It will be visible in Morocco— where I currently work/reside. What is it with these two countries that I find myself straddling right now? I step out of Portugal and back into Morocco with such ease, but is it, in fact, becoming more and more challenging? I have such thoughts, at times, where I wonder if I will ever feel ‘tethered’ to a steady thing. Do I want this? What do I want? I still have no answers, but I’m somewhere in the middle of a fast-track trajectory into fucking around and finding out… Whatever the question actually is, finding my rhythm where I land is likely the answer.

8.06.2026

Sometimes the Impermanence of Life is Unbearable

  

Sometimes the impermanence of life is unbearable.

 

 


 

As I tend to do, I woke up in the indigo-blue darkness of the night. Unable to return quickly to slumber, I reach for my laptop. It’s an ideal time to write myself back to sleep.

There are the words staring back at me: “Tomorrow is dad’s 23rd anniversary”, my brother had written. 'Tomorrow' for my brother is 'today', right now, for me. I need to be outside, so here I am, staring at my keyboard, staring at my blank screen. I finally reply, “sometimes the impermanence of life is unbearable.”

I just kept staring at them; his five words and my seven words. The story woven inside those twelve words… overwhelms me in this moment.

It’s cold outside. I should have a winter pareo on, but I don’t because there is no such thing. The silence of the darkness soothes me while at the same time makes the empty space seem bigger.

I had just flashed on Santo earlier yesterday afternoon while organizing my camping gear— as he would do in the garage in preparation for an upcoming adventure. Later in the afternoon, I was servicing my bicycle, in preparation of my own upcoming adventure, and I encountered a problem with some of the components. I felt defeat was near and that I was going to have to go take it to someone to fix, but I thought about Santo and his powers of critical thinking, so I pressed on. In the end, I figured it out, and that feeling of elation I had from solving a problem…I have seen that expression on his face so many times in my life and the twinkle in his eye.

Clouds are drifting westward from the east; I welcome the shifting air. The world is moving around while I lay back in my stillness.

Impermanence stings in this moment, but these exact moments remind me that what he taught me is permanent.

8.03.2026

Bewitching Hour Musings: 4 August, 2026

 



2:00 am

I just finished editing one of my writings, the bad music just finished from the party across the lagoon, and now stillness prevails. Cool air rushes in to fill the void. Hard lines turn into soft supple shapes. My mind is ready to shutdown, yet my body is still buzzing from the intensity of writing. 

I had this visual imagery of a symphony of colors that allowed me to observe the text's movement, rhythm, and tempo:

The Overture:             amber and saffron hues

The Crescendo:          deep violets and plums

The Fortissimo:         scarlet reds and burgundy

The Decrescendo:     silver and midnight blue

 

My head is in the clouds, and it's time to count sheep...and sleep...for like a really long time...

 

 

 

 

 

  

7.31.2026

Reflecting on Last Night’s Yin/Restorative Yoga Class




      

My training and focus have always been on vinyasa with dynamic fast-flowing movements (you don’t have time to think about anything else as you’re ‘in the moment’ and focused on quick mini-adjustments with positioning). Ashtanga primary and secondary series come to mind as both series are fixed routines where ujjayi (breath) and bandhas (energy locks) build deep heat through extreme physical stamina. Two nights ago I took a vinyasa class because that’s what my body always craves, always knows, always.

So last night I was challenged in remaining in the moment through deep connective tissue repair work in holding long poses in a restorative yoga class. This ‘soft style’ doesn’t involve muscle effort so much as mind control work- holding (sitting) poses for long stretches of time. You use a lot of props to support & relax muscles so you can dive deeper into the real challenge of shifting your body out of ‘fight or flight’ mode and into a deep mental and physical recovery mode. At its core, this style is to set up a nervous system reset.

Time (physical stillness) replaces effort as your mind is forced to slow down; a powerful meditation. Those minutes of holding a single pose force you to go inward and use your ujjayi to go deeper without letting your mind wander, hence the challenge. The deepness you naturally sink into now gives the body time to release the tension in order to stretch and lengthen the fascia- especially in the hips, where typically cyclists and runners experience muscle shortness/stiffness. The result is your body produces more collagen and you become more flexible.

Class started at 17:45 and finished at 19:30, but time had lost its edges, so it hardly mattered. My body was buzzing in such a relaxed way that I find choosing words to describe the experience challenging. The four of us and teacher sat around afterwords, drank tea, and bonded before transitioning back to reality. The setting was this cool old house in rural Ermida (Vale da Ílhavo) next to the Boco River, which drains into the Aveiro Lagoon and on to the Atlantic. I floated out the door in such a dream-state; my perspective on everything was altered. The sharp edges of my mind had been rounded out. I was fortunate in that I drove as I don’t think my legs would have allowed me to pedal the seven kilometers back, but not because of muscle soreness. Instead, my limbs didn’t want to work; they wanted to float.

The rest of the evening was passed in a hypno-pompic state of consciousness, plus some da kine. Gafanha da Aquém’s festas had just started, and the music lured me there about 22:00. It was like I was floating above myself, watching my actions; dancing, talking to strangers, people-watching, etc. My newly discovered biker bar felt like a refuge as I had just recently met the owner when I needed some inner tubes for my bicycle. So, I knew one person there, and it felt like a place I could peacefully enjoy the activities from. As much as I wanted to dance until the roof caved in, my heart was set on home and continuing this inner peacefulness state that I’d achieved from not just yoga class but the beach and surfing earlier. I needed to be alone to really absorb what a fucking beautifully monumental day it was for me.

I’ve been so physically active cycling and running that I haven’t given myself time to focus on honoring my body by restoring it to let the calm seep in- to compliment the physical aspects. I’m in this transition-state of being deeply exhausted yet hyper-aware. It was a necessary self-intervention for sure!

I woke up at 4:00 am again and went outside to see if I could see any remaining meteor showers and do some writing. It’s now 6:00 and, from what I can tell, I’ve only written a bunch of half-developed thoughts and definitely have not been able to eloquently pen them! This feels like a ‘brain dump’ where my non-linear thoughts are moving faster than my typing can keep up with. The result likely doesn’t make sense to anyone reading, but...whatever. This is my therapy!

I can feel my body is still quietly pulsing with this mysterious energetic force traveling my inner highway- delivering life-force energy (prana) to all my chakras— most notably to my sacral chakra (very fortuitous). Something is brewing and it’s intoxicating and a pleasure to be consciously aware of this flood of endorphins, dopamine, and a deep cellular calm. I can feel this chemistry, or alchemy, happening. My energy is flowing freely as I’m intoxicated yet tranquil. I still can’t find the words, but maybe I can say that it feels as if my body is fully receptive to the pleasures of life and the of wildness.

And… all this is from 1 restorative yoga class. Imagine the possibilities.

 

7.30.2026

Celestial Seduction: meteor showers vs the waning gibbous moon...

  

3:50 am


Deep into the Bewitching Hour, the air is crisp and cool outside. I set up my watchtower to view the Delta Aquariids meteor showers. The moon threatens to invade my space, though. Tonight, an unwanted intruder, perhaps it is ready to hold a silent silver conversation with me, but I don’t need its counsel tonight. I want darkness to caress the clear sky for sustained viewing. I need the void.

The first flash came shooting across! Success! I am smitten.

The cold air presses against my skin like silk sheets. The moon, ever a possessive voyeur in this moment demanding to be looked at, creeps into my celestial theater, but passing clouds rise up to the occasion to devour it. I am appreciative, so I intend to be rewarded with more white-hot needles piercing the night sky.

The showers do not come consistently, so I am patient to witness the cosmic debris meeting eARTh in a violent embrace. As each meteor scrapes against the nighttime canvas, it leaves a glowing stream of friction in its wake. Delightful.

Each streak feels like an electric touch that leaves my skin tingling as the glow dissipates. Perhaps it’s also the cold air tightening my flesh as I watch. Tonight, I am the voyeur, waiting in the shadows, seeking to witness a celestial seduction, to witness unfiltered wildness of the open sky.

The moon is winning the battle, though. She dictates that the clouds pass by without cloaking her brilliance. So now I re-focus to observe this act of defiance. I consider that the moon has exacted her revenge on my refusal to acknowledge her. Under her direction, the clouds march across the sky, impairing my view of everything but her.

I try to sweet-talk her into acquiescing. I divulge my secrets to her from the day, coaxing her to part the clouds. Her unspoken response is positive; the sky becoming clear once more. She is appreciative of my silent confessions from the day and shows her gratitude. We both know she is a force to be reckoned with, and so am I. We share our intimate pact together.

Another flash briefly shoots through the sky (an hour after the first)!

5 am and the show is over for tonight’s event. I’ll be better prepared for tomorrow night’s show…Unfortunately the meteor showers coincide with the moon’s fullness.  

7.28.2026

7 Gardens To Tend To

 

 


 (NOTE: I started writing this in Morocco and finished it here in Portugal. It's interesting (to me anyway)) to see how my tone switches between countries.)

 

7 Gardens To Tend To

 

(Muladhara)

 

Firmly rooted, my root chakra

What carries me through this long strange trip

Of life

Nurtured on nectar,

I tend to My Garden

I am rewarded with a bountiful grounding

 

(Svadhisthana)

 

My sacral chakra, a hot mess of tangled vines

Born and raised on a steady diet

Of sensuality

Of sexuality

 

On a feeding schedule of desire tended

By stardust

By sunburst

By moonlight

 

A fine line of symmetry and overindulgence, this secret garden

Visited with urgent frequency

Fed to gluttony

 

For I cannot control all the beautiful weeds

That wish to plant themselves

Amongst my velvety vines

I push them out at my whim

Starve them until they wither

And die

 

Craving this garden to flourish

During moonlit walks

In the Bewitching Hour

When all my white flowers release their nocturnal essences

Disperse as they are taken by the wind          (Stevie Nicks reference)

 

A continuation of chakras, penned in Portugal:

 

(Manipura Chakra)

 

My solar plexus, a fiery landscape

Seeks coolness to pacify temperament

To fuel personal power

 

To digest

the vastness of the ocean

I swallow the horizon

To digest

the expanse of the mountains

the Serra do Carvalho collapse into my belly

transmuting the elements

I am becoming the alchemist of all my desires

 

(Anahata)

 

Sanctuary emerging

Rising from ashes of transformation

Chest expanding from a swallowed horizon

Emerging to unconditional love

Pillars of emotional strength

From the weight of collapsed mountains

 

Receiving, not consuming

Abundance of heart

As vast as the ocean

As anchoring as the mountains

 

(Vishuddha)

 

I ready myself to speak to the world

A saudade of expression birthing

Truths of my long strange odyssey emerging from my mouth

Every word a blue azulejo

Forms a mosaic

My story of existence

 

I learn to sing my own fado

Unapologetically

Someone, anyone, no one chooses to listen

My speech directed to the ocean, to the mountains, to the sun

Especially to the moon

During the Bewitching Hour

That is privy to my desires

 

My throat is parched

For this chakra is still wild

Untethered

Pieces of the mosaic yet to be discovered to completeness

 

(Ajna)

 

Just as the Farol da Barra searches

Searching for completeness requires inner wisdom

The blueprint of the long strange odyssey,

Etched into my forehead, wisdom

 

I am my own cartographer that I seek

I map the terrain of my soul

Every horizon swallowed

Every mountain collapsed

I am the lighthouse

 



(Sahasrara)

 

Have I reached the apex?

No

I, cartographer, will step off the edge of the vellum

Map burning

Seeking out the light-ness

All will be released into nothingness

 

The lighthouse will shine

Silent sounds of the roar of the ocean

Silent sounds of the static of the mountains

Sovereign

 

Seven gardens will dissipate into the vast unknown

7.27.2026

Intervals of Grace

This evening's apocalyptic sunset

 

 

In the Bewitching Hour, 2:37 am

Something woke me up. I stepped out onto the lanai to ask the waxing gibbous moon why. The moon is red, yet it is not a red moon. The haunting beauty of a smoke-dyed crimson moon is a heavy sight. Local fires in the surrounding area make for beautiful sunsets and moon rises, unfortunately. The air holds a quiet contradiction.

 

But the moon isn’t giving up her secrets in this Hour. I’m content to just gaze into the void and feel the comfort of the cool air surround me after a sun-baked day. The Farol da Barra in the distance rotates, its light flashing across the horizon in steady rhythm. It too searches.

 

I’m watching a silent conversation between two beacons of light. I ponder that in such a seemingly heavy world the only response is to sit still and observe with graciousness. So, this has me thinking; one beacon warns of fires spread out across Portugal, and the other beacon guides mariners safely home.

 

No questions are answered, only a luminous reminder that grace exists in quiet intervals of a burning world.

 

7.25.2026

Affairs of the cosmos; an intimate theft

   

Affairs of the cosmos; an intimate theft

Dedicated to the upcoming solar eclipse on 12 August, 2026

 

Furnace of gold is he

The moon, she

Shadowy silhouettes

They gaze at each other

They are still so far

Away

Trajectories never permitted to touch

Except for this single stolen hour

 

Her luminous body slowly pressing against his blinding heat

A celestial embrace

A collision of desire

Late-afternoon of delight-

Full vibrant resinous amber hues

Alchemy of sharing secrets in the darkness

eARTh shivers

two celestial deities lose themselves in one another

 

suspended above the sea,

their union peaks

mortals look closely

she is a halo of pure white fire

a lifetime of waiting releases

sun and moon alchemize into unified twilight

 

cosmic law, though, dictates

their union cannot last

all mankind should heave a collective grateful sigh of relief

she makes the first move

her dark form sliding away

from his golden warmth

 

a broken embrace

a horizon bruises

crushed violets and crimson rose petals scatter

across the skyline

the sun, alone, sinks into the Atlantic

sulking

aching

the touch of his fleeting lover

he carries within his rays

 

the moon?

Again, she slips between eARTh and her lover

Only to move on

To separate again        `

 

She

A phantom receding into the void

He

Will burn through a thousand lonely dawns

Seeking out her silhouette on the tide

Until they again find their rhythm

 

Another cycle of stolen theft...

 

NOTE: if you’re going to watch the event, make sure you have your ISO 12312-2 certified solar eclipse glasses to protect your eyes. if you're in Portugal, you can get a pair here:

 

https://clubdavisao.pt/campanha/eclipse2026